I went to Disneyland and California Adventures this weekend. It was amazing. I had a lot of fun even though Space Mountain broke down and Star Tours was under construction for the rest of the year. Indiana Jones broke down right as we finished the ride and we were stuck in the tunnel between the end of the ride and the finishing line where we get off. The lady let us ride it again though. It was fuuun. haha. The Hollywood part of CA. Adventures was all Tron-ified. There was a dance party at night with music, food, drinks, a crazy light performance, and an arcade(called Flynn’s. haha) which all these early 80’s arcade games. I got to play Tron. It was hard but amazing. I’m so excited for the movie.
I also watched CA’s water show, World of Color(they talked about it on Disney Channel once. It’s the reason I wanted to go to Disneyland in the first place). But it was raining. and freezing. But the show was magical. I can’t really explain it in text. You just have to watch it for yourself.
I don’t want to go back to school. I think I lost my music folder. :/
I really hope I left my music folder at school. Because I can’t find it anywhere…and if I accidentally left it on top of my car(which is a thing I’ve never done before) and the music flew everywhere, well…I would cry.
Today we celebrate the theft of land from the Native Americans and the destruction of pretty much every native culture all because they were nice to us and gave us food to survive the winter. Lovely holiday, Thanksgiving.
I’ve never gotten drunk or done drugs. There have been times when I’ve wanted to of course, but I don’t party.
I think getting wasted and high is stupid but people do it. Drinking isn’t bad, it’s just when people abuse it it gets ridiculous. Imagine how many lives would have been saved if someone hadn’t been drunk or high when they were driving?
Maybe I’m just too nerdy, but I just don’t see any point in drinking in high school. College? Possibly. College drinking is ridiculous and pointless though.
I don’t know where I’m getting at. I’m tired. I just know that as a kid, I think drinking is stupid(especially because kids tend to do stupid things. Add alcohol or drugs into that and you’re just asking for trouble) but for adults, as long as they’re drinking responsibly, it’s fine. I’m not a fan of drugs though at any time.
All these years I’ve wanted to find him. I admit the only thing that’s fueled my want is the mystery of never really knowing him.
I found that picture which, I’m not even sure that it’s J(might be…but I’m still not sure)…and it got me thinking of him again. Now, I’ve searched for him, or the petting zoo hundreds of times before with the same empty results…I don’t know why I always think something different will happen…but this time it did. I found a JW from Idaho(he mentioned that he lived there)…hometown Riverside(where the petting zoo started)…But as I look through his pictures(and I notice they’re a bit old) I think, dang, he looks so young. But we were young back then too. His age raises some questions but he looks older in his profile picture.
I think it’s him though. Memories flooded back.
Aaaand his url has a name he told my friend when we had tried to get his myspace all those years ago(a stupid action on our parts, especially how early in the week it was but we were young and stupid). The numbers are different though.
I’m so confused as to why this is happening now. Why after all these years? I’m at a loss.
Then again, maybe it’s not even him. I don’t know. Allison, text me when you read this.
Just finished making a vegan Shepard’s pie. I hope it comes out decent. I messed up a few times. Now time to bake some vegan pumpkin bread. Tomorrow my mother’s going to cook my Tofurky and gravy. Tomorrow I shall have a great vegetarian meal. Save for the fact I have to eat in front of a dead turkey.
I remember him wearing a green polo at when he was in the petting zoo, but when he went to hypnotist show with us he changed shirts. The guy in the picture looks like him and I remember the black girl!
Ooh yeahh. I had forgotten what color his work shirt was. He was wearing a black shirt when we saw the show with him. So that’s him then you think? I remember his hair the most. His face looks awkward but that’s just because he’s doing some awkward dance. haha.
Trying to pick which residence hall I want to live in. One of the reasons I love Simpson is its substance free living environments.
Speaking of colleges and such, Arizona State’s business college sent me a “certificate of admissions” and a rubber bracelet. Apparently to them I’m majoring in Communications…I guess Management goes under that category or something? I don’t know. Doesn’t really matter since I’m not going there.
I Like Finding Disks With Old High School Pictures/Videos But At The Same Time I Don't
because as amusing as they are, they represent something that will never occur again. I’ll never hang out with those friends like I did in those pictures. Those friends will never be a friend like they were back then. I don’t even hang out with most of those people anymore. Hardly any of them. Even if I did, which I have once or twice, it’s not the same. They’re strangers now and we’ll never be close like we were back then.
Hm. I’ll be 27 in ten years…about five years out of college…I’d kind of like to be married by then. Or close to it. I’m not sure if I’ll still be working for TOMS(that’s saying that I do get into TOMS in the first place which I plan to apply to when I graduate college). I don’t think I’ll have started my vegan cafe yet(though I wish to someday do). I’d like to be working for a vegan establishment though or a similar company.
Where I’d like to be basically? Somewhere, anywhere, doing something that will benefit the people alongside people I love. I’d like to have real friends that I go out with on Friday nights and someone who loves me who I can be myself around. I’d like to have an English Bulldog and a cat. I want to be happy. If anything, I hope that in 10 years I’ll at least be enjoying my life.
So proud! Trina we gotta hang! Tyler told me i was like a ghost today! i miss my school mates!
I know we do! Are you in town thanksgiving/black friday? I’m going to Toys R Us thanksgiving night and Target that morning before I leave for Disneyland. You should come with me. I think Tyler’s coming to Toys R Us too.
Why couldn’t someone have asked me to formal already(I know the reason but whatever. It was rhetorical.)? I feel bad for lying to the guy. I mean, I’m not being selfish here, but he’s just not my type…And I don’t want to lead him on…and I would feel awkward if I went with him. It wasn’t a total lie though…I’m not going to formal. I know my recital won’t last well into the evening though. fuck my lame ass life.
For almost 9 months I’ve been looking for vegetarian corn dogs(like that one vlogbrothers video Hank did) but no one had them. Last night I was at Fry’s and there they were in all their corn doggy glory.
day 01 - your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Single life sucks. Especially since the first and last boyfriend I had was in 2007. I’m not pretty. I was a loner for most of high school. I have very few friends. I spend my nights and weekends alone. Especially because the friends I do have have better friends to hang out with than boring me. I hate being alone but I don’t want to go out with someone I don’t like because I know I’d end up breaking up with him(or else I wouldn’t be alone right now).
I could go on about how I spend every 11:11 wish on this one boy or how I want to meet a boy who I can stay up all night and watch classic Doctor Who with or how I can’t wait to move out of this town in hopes that I’ll finally meet a boy who likes me and I like back. But that would sound whiny and annoying so I’ll stop there.
I Never Finish Challenges...Imma Try This One Though. It Seems Interesting.
day 01 - your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is. day 02 - where you’d like to be in 10 years. day 03 - your views on drugs and alcohol. day 04 - your views on religion. day 05 - a time you thought about ending your own life. day 06 - write 30 interesting facts about yourself. day 07 - your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality. day 08 - a moment you felt the most satisfied with your life. day 09 - how you hope your future will be like. day 10 - discuss your first love and first kiss. day 11 - put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up. day 12 - bullet your whole day. day 13 - somewhere you’d like to move or visit. day 14 - your earliest memory. day 15 - your favorite tumblrs. day 16 - your views on mainstream music. day 17 - your highs and lows of this past year. day 18 - your beliefs. day 19 - disrespecting your parents. day 20 - how important you think education is. day 21 - one of your favorite shows. day 22 - how have you changed in the past 2 years? day 23 - give pictures of 5 guys or girls who are famous who you find attractive. day 24 - your favorite movie and what it’s about. day 25 - someone who fascinates you and why. day 26 - what kind of person attracts you. day 27 - a problem that you have had. day 28 - something that you miss. day 29 - goals for the next 30 days. day 30 - your highs and lows of this month.